I’ll Be Here
Daniel Mann
Who are you, beyond my door?
Why do you call for me?
I have sunk deep into my bed,
Unable to hear your plea
Nor the tears you shed
It’s been too long now, too long
Where must I go
But deeper within me?
For I am my own foe—
A lock without a key
Go away, I tell you
You've nothing to gain
I am deep into my slumber
For I must have this pain
As I weep another summer
Things have come and gone
I have pressed back and forth
From the past I must resolve
And I press on until the birth
Of the one who’s been absolved
You’re beginning to irk me
Why must you be so persistent?
What do you know of my woe—
Of the world, of my existence,
Of the things that trouble me so?
Alas, you let out a whisper
“Look at the window,” you said
There, I see people lost—
Far from the lives they once led
I saw what the sickness has cost
I look around my room, my mirror
I see a man so dull and lifeless
The hues of his soul, a clutter
Left to be consumed by darkness,
Awaiting a light to shine on his color
You, who knocked on my door
The antithesis of me
One who wanders despite the chaos
Not the room where I went to flee
Towards the light you guide me across
We must thread forward
Despite what has been lost
For it is only through movement
That our light can thaw the frost
So long now, that I have awaited this moment
To witness my colors again
Published: April 25, 2022